Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Hard Headed

This happened just a few hours ago, and I had to write it down lest I forget what I feel about the situation the next time I write. I had to let this out.

You see, our department was tasked with the design of the Sales Department's Christmas Party that was held today. Muntik ng mabulilyaso because of the actions of my co-worker with whom I have having a difficult time working with the past few days, in fact, the last few months. Matigas talaga ang kanyang ulo, and she seems oblivious to the repercussions of what she fails to do.

The party was scheduled to start at about 7:30 or 8 PM. At 6 PM, we were still not halfway with the design of the venue. I was panicking because the Manager will surely get mad because of delay. It was a good thing that there were a lot of other Sales and Warehouse people who were there to help us.

We were supposed to leave early, at about 2 PM, to have finished everything on time. When I told her that some people were already getting anxious, she replied that she were waiting for the other Secretary of my boss so that we could take the other secretary to help us with the design. Meanwhiile, the other Senior Sales Manager was getting frustrated because it was past 3 PM and we were still there. Kinakabahan na ako kanina talaga, and I know that the other Sales people were already growing mad with her. I know that papagalitan kami, but there was nothing I could do because she doesn't want to move without the other girl.

To cut the story short, she finally moved when pressed by the Sales Supervisor and we were able to finish the design of the venue just in time. When the Manager came, we were just doing the finishing touches.

I learned during the past few months, and through Vanity Fair, not to play the Blame Game, or the Blame Card. In recent months I stood by my decisions with conviction, even if it went against the norm. But this time, I had to point my finger at her, because if not for her, we would have finished the whole thing with time to spare for preparing with the other details of the party. Although I am grateful for all the people's help, I am not happy with what happened because I am not satisfied with the process of decorating the place. I am not proud of it.

I blame myself for not having done more, 'ika nga, to have been more proactive in dealing with this situation. I could have gone ahead, and could have done a lot more to save time.

I talked with the people there, and explained my side. In a way, I am glad they do not blame me.

This Saturday, our company will be having our Warehouse party. I took under my wings the responsibility of managing the stage design. I promise myself that I will not get mired in problems like that of the fiasco today.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Pagpapaubaya

We finally decided to meet yesterday at one of the malls up north so we could get to know each other better. Unfortunately, due to the emergency of your lola, you weren't able to arrive at our meeting place.

I know I'm supposed to understand, but why do I feel disappointed? Maybe it's fate's way of saying STOP?

Mas nakatatanda ako, so dapat ako talaga ang magpaubaya at bigyan ka ng benefit of the doubt. Pero, maraming instances where ang mga sagot mo ay dubious, like the answers regarding your school. Ang kaso, ibang usapan na ito, health na ito ng iyong kapamilya, so dapat kong tanggapin that you have other priorities.

Hahayaan ko na lang ang pagkakataong ito, dahil in truth I can't do anything else. But in truth, I don't want to experience this again with anyone else.

me: ahm, kng may prob sa lola m e d cya na muna asikasuhn m may nxt tym pa naman

me: hey uwi n muna ako, may pasok p kase tom soree

[ Pasensya na sa mambabasa, I had to let this out. :( ]

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Can't Get Enough of JOSIAH LEMING


Putting his good looks aside, Josiah has raw talent, and I think this boy will have a great music career. Here's his MYSPCE site, featuring his songs. I've posted a link of his American Idol audition. I'm definitely gonna buy his recordings if he ever does have one.

Monday, January 07, 2008

Another Confession



I have a confession to make: I'm so into "Gotta Go My Own Way" from High School Musical 2, not solely because ZAC EFRON is hot, but because the music has a nice melody and fantastic lyrics.

Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
you know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
and what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away

See. I've also embedded the Video from youtube.com. It's like OMG whenever I hear the music. So nostalgic. Enjoy!