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Y: kamusta ka na ate?
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X: hey ate
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X: so far, di ko alam eh
[12:45]
X: nabasa mo blog ko? :D
[12:45]
Y: hindi pa eh
[12:46]
Y: daanan ko
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Y: hehe
[12:46]
X: di ko alam talaga
Y[12:46]
X: kagabi lang nag sink in
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Y: bakit?
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Y: hehe
[12:46]
Y: at least nag sink in na
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X: yeah
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X: masakit
[12:47]
X: pero alam mo na isip ko rin
[12:47]
X: na magiging unfair sa kaniya if i change the way i treat him
[12:47]
X: i mean, i still have to talk to him, right, although malalaman pa rin niya yung change
[12:48]
Y: honga
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Y: pero thats part of the retreating process
[12:48]
X: so ano na
Y[12:48]
X: this time
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X: i'm really, honestly lost
[12:49]
Y: treat him as a friend.
[12:49]
Y: yun na lang muna
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X: ndi "yun na lang muna"
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X: malamang, yun na lang TALAGA
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Y: oo
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Y: pero
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Y: balak mo rin dumistansya diba?
[12:50]
X: yup
[12:50]
X: madalang na nga punta ko sa glorieta
[12:50]
X: siguro ngaun baka once a month na lang
[12:50]
Y: wag mo naman paabutin
[12:50]
Y: na kahit yung sarili mong hobby eh magsuffer
[12:51]
X: kung hobby at hobby lang
[12:51]
X: meron namang ibang venue
[12:52]
X: nabasa mo na ateh?
[12:54]
X: masasamahan mo kaya ako bukas?
[12:54]
X: parang gusto ko mag-Baclaran
[12:57]
Y: pero mawawala ka sa circle mo
[12:57]
Y: i check ko ha
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Y: bakit ka magbabaclaran?
[12:58]
X: i'm going to do ala-Kris
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X: punta ako dun sa church
[12:58]
X: ay kaso siksikan pla bukas
[12:58]
Y: nyeh
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X: wala lang
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Y: yun nga siksikan
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Y: don't ever think God is punishing you
[13:00]
X: feeling ko lang ateh
[13:00]
Y: HINDI
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X: if not, then what ateh?
[13:01]
X: yun lang talaga,
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X: why am i allowed to get to know someone
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X: i asked for signs chuvaness
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Y: then wat
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X: then ayun
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X: ala rin
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Y: nalaman mo na may jowa siya
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Y: asawa pala
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Y: maybe you have expected too much
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Y: too early.
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X: ndi naman
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X: sana lang i learned it earlier
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X: so i could have stopped
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Y: i think i already told u that/
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X: na may asawa siya?
[13:03]
X: yeah
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X: mali ako doon
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X: so in the end pla, its still my fault
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X: and i accept that
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Y: lets say
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Y: iits a learning process dude
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X: learning process again
[13:05]
X: maybe i just don't learn
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X: hay
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Y: we learn dude
[13:05]
Y: we never stop from that
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X: it's my mistake again
[13:05]
X: and so, ano na gagawin ku?
[13:05]
Y: why do you have to
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Y: think its a mistake
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Y: its not
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Y: you have to live by your decisions
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Y: anong gagawin mo
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Y: get out of the notion that it was a mistake
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Y: go on
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Y: make friends with him
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Y: he never had sex with you
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Y: or told you that he loves you right
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X: magulo pa ngaun
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Y: then in time
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Y: don't blame yourself for something
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Y: that is not a mistake in the first place
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X: its a mistake
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Y: why?
[13:08]
X: no matter how we look at it
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Y: ano?
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X: its wrong to like someone like him ng ganon
[13:09]
X: naging matigas ang ulo ko
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Y: you expected too much for something
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Y: that were not really sure
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X: sinabihan na ako na stop
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Y: kung kaya ba o hindi.,
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X: but i continued
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X: yeah
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Y: curious lang ako
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Y: if he has a wife
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Y: bakit ganun
[13:10]
X: expectations kill me
[13:10]
Y: ang lifestyle niya?
[13:10]
X: di ko rin alam eh
[13:10]
Y: nakausap mo ba ang wife niya
[13:10]
X: all i know is he receives sustento from his dad
[13:10]
Y: o sinabi lang niya?
[13:11]
X: nag-text back kahapon
[13:11]
Y: okey...
[13:11]
X: send ko sa yo ngaun yung text ha
[13:11]
Y: sige
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X: napadala ko na
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X: ateh
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X: i want to stay aloof talaga
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X: ayoko na
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Y: so ano gagawin mo?
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Y: mag mamadre ka?
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X: nyah
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X: di ako tatanggapin dun
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X: siguro stop na
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X: b's going to be the last
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Y: haha
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Y: sabi mo lang yan
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X: ha? bakit naman
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Y: haay
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X: brb ha
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Y: normal sa atin ang mag retreat pag nasasaktan tayo
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X: may aayusi lang
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Y: oki
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X: m back
Y[13:37]
X: so going back
Y[13:37]
X: what am i to do?
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Y" signed off at Tue May 08 14:01:12 2007.
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