My sister and her family left for a month-long vacation this morning for the US. I thought that I'd be enjoying the silence brought about by their absence. I'm so wrong. I'm going to stare at the ceiling in silence tonight, wondering if I'm able to wake up from this dreaded loneliness that's gnawing me from inside out.
What does the future have in store for me?
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And that's what I told my buddy this evening. I asked him if he can endure loneliness living this kind of life, or would he revert to being a hetero again. (Ui potential entry itu!!!)
it's a choice r3dguy. only you can take yourself out from your rut.
unbeknownst to most, i still gets bouts of loneliness even when i'm around lots of people, around my crumpet, while watching tv, etc. it's difficult sometimes to admit to ourselves that we ARE happy and that we deserve to be happy.
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